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My Hopes and Wishes for You My Dear Daughter

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Walk with me my baby girl, Hold my hand as I am holding yours, Feel the warmth of my fingers, Listen to our heartbeats become one. There are so many things I want to share, But first, let's walk and feel the earth under our feet, Let the cold breeze caresses our faces, Look up and see the blue and grey clouds hovering over us. This life is full of obstacles, my beautiful girl, And I wish I could shelter you from all of them, I want to protect you from all kind of weather in life, That would leave scars in your heart and your soul, Some might burden you with shame that you have to carry and answer for, I wish I could... I wish I could. Thing is my love, I can only tell you how to care for yourself, Guard your feelings, Listen to your heart, But always with a grain of salt, See the best in people, Be nice, Help those who need help, Speak good of others, Say sorry if you are wrong. Don't ruin other people's happin

Mushroom Hunting And Memories of My Childhood

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          Picking mushroom was something I enjoyed doing when I was a little girl. Going around in the rubber plantation with my little brother and cousins, trying to find dead rotten rubber trees that might had mushroom on was one of our activities during rainy season. Our favorite that time was kulat sisir. Another favorite was kulat taon as we called it. Kulat taon is best to make clear soup with onion. I could see see and smell it until now. I love the smell of earth after rain and mushroom often gives me that pleasure. The forest and earth smell they have, give me a kind of joy I still don't understand until now. It is not the same joy when I go to the mall and buy something I like or something I wish for. It is just a different kind of joy. My father knows how much I love kulat sisir, so he will go in the rubber trees areas to find them for me every time I go home to Malaysia. Or he will got to pasar minggu in Tasek Gelugor to buy it. It cost around RM3 per can. They use cond

Mamma, you eat a lot!

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Situation: me eating nasi grg before going to work. Maya: mama, u are eating again?  😮 . U eat a lot. 😮 Me : im hungry Maya: u eat a lot, then u'll be a potato, then your tummy will be big, then u will have me in your tummy again!! *start giggling Rasa nak picit mulut dia. Spoil my appetite.

Stormy and windy Spring...or is it summer now???

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I have been going in and out of my blogspot trying to decorate the page and also to put all the blogger's links so that it'd be easier for me to visit. After few days, I am still lost. I can't just figure out on how to do that!! OMG, apa sudah jadi makcik. Anyway, today the sun is so bright I feel i can just survive on solar power. One plan after another keeps popping up in my head. I should go and tidy up the flower beds outside. Maybe put in new flowers. The strawberry field needs to be cleaned up and replanted. The vegetable field also need TLC for new season. Planning to have potatoes, cabbage, beans and sunflowers there. The new garden furniture we bought last April is still standing on the balcony with no use. The weather has been bad. Storm after storm keeps coming..now it is so windy that the chairs were blown away. Have to ask the kids to go and pick them up. So I excuse myself again for not going out to do all the things I should do. It is May and still it is

Bebelan pertama dari North Pole

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1st location : Sofa 10.30am Norwegian time I'm desperately trying to jot down few lines here to show my support to #blogrevivechallenge while my youngest son is screaming *mama, see this.* *mama see that* *mama come here* every 2 seconds. I can't think. My head wants to explode. The only thing that comes up in my head is how to make him stop calling me for the next 10 minutes (like I can finish this in 10 minutes..daaa!) so I can write this piece!! * wait whatapps messages from my sisters keep coming updating me about the by election...* see, disturbances..how to write like this. In this new home I will avoid writing about politics and religion...I have learnt my lessons well from the old blog I had. :) *wait, Little Elias wants me to watch him successfully flying his remote helicopter*... Ok. Errr...what was it again that I wanted to write before? hmmm don't remember..typical kan..*sigh* Tak kisah lah the main point is no more about politics. Nanti berdetup2 hati dan s